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Moj treći anđeo | My third angel

Treće iskustvo, treća radost, treća sreća.

Pokušavali smo tri meseca, testovi su bili negativni.

Svo to vreme sam bila clan na forumu, gde sam upoznala neke devojke koje su mi bile velika podrška.

Četvrtog meseca sam ostala trudna, taj mesec sam bila u velikoj gužvi pa sam potpuno zaboravila na to da sam možda trudna i da bih mogla da uradim test.

Bližio se dan za dobijanje, a ja nisam imala nikakav osećaj. Ali tu je bila jedna devojka na forumu, Kristina, koja me je ubeđivala da sam trudna i da uradim test. Prvo sam se premišljala, razmišljala da pustim vreme da prođe neki dan pa onda da uradim. Ali me je nešto kopkalo da ipak kupim test pa šta bude.

To veče sam krenula sa decom kod majke, muž nas je vozio, pa sam mu rekla da stane kod apoteke da kupim nešto. Kupila sam najjeftiniji test, nisam se mnogo nadala.

Došla sam kod majke i odma otišla da uradim test. Nije bio Božić, ali je definitivno bilo čudo, a čuda se dešavaju samo na Božić.

Test je bio POZITIVAN!!! Neverovatno.

Odma sam ga slikala test, i poslala sliku devojkama na forum. Tagovala Kristinu, koja me je ubeđivala da sam trudna. Pišem joj:

Bila si u pravu, to je to.“

Bila sam presrećna, zakazala sam i prvi pregled. Strah od toga šta ću čuti od doktora bio je jak. Trema je bila prisutna, leptirići u stomaku kao da sam tu prvi put.

Prošao je i prvi ultrazvuk, sve je bilo kako treba. Drugarice Kristina i Aleksija su sve vreme bile pored telefona i čekale da im se javim od lekara. Poslala sam im sliku. Sve smo bile oduševljene, celu trudnoću smo provele zajedno, deleći iskustva, lepe I loše trenutke prolazile zajedno.

U prvih par meseci sam povraćala, nisam mogla da jedem ali mi je trudnoća prošla lagano. Trudnoću sam provela šetajući, provodeći vreme sa decom…

Devet meseci mi je proletelo, bukvalno.

Približio se termin . Redovne kontrole ali smo termin prešli, nikako da krene porođaj. Inače, nosila sam jednu malenu devojčicu.

16-tog sam otišla na zakazanu kontrolu, ali pošto sam prešla termin doktor me je ostavio u porodilištu.

16.08.2019.-moja Ljubica se rodila.

MY THIRD ANGEL

Third experience, third joy, third happiness.

We tried for three months, the tests were negative.

All this time I was a member of the forum, where I met some girls who were very supportive to me.

By the fourth month I was pregnant, that month I was in a big crowd, so I completely forgot that I might be pregnant and could take the test.

The day to get was approaching, and I had no feeling. But there was one girl on the forum, Kristina, who convinced me to be pregnant and take the test. First, I changed my mind, thinking about letting the time pass the next day and then doing. But something bothered me to buy the test anyway, so what happens.

That evening I went with my kids to my mother, my husband drove us, so I told him to stop by the pharmacy to buy something. I bought the cheapest test, I didn’t hope much.

I came to my mother and immediately went to do the test. It wasn’t Christmas, but it was definitely a miracle, and miracles only happen on Christmas day.

The test was POSITIVE !!! Incredibly.

I immediately took a picture of the test and sent the picture to the girls on the forum. Tagged Kristina, who convinced me I was pregnant. I write to her:

„You were right, that’s it.“

I was overjoyed, I scheduled my first checkup. The fear of hearing from the doctor was strong. The porch was present, butterflies in my stomach like I was there the first time.

The first ultrasound went through, everything was fine. Comrades Kristina and Alexia were by the phone the whole time, waiting for me to call their doctors. I sent them a picture. We were all thrilled, we spent our entire pregnancy together, sharing experiences, good times and bad times.

For the first couple of months, I was vomiting, unable to eat, but my pregnancy was slow. I spent my pregnancy walking, spending time with my kids …

It’s been nine months, literally.

The term was approaching. Regular controls but we have passed the deadline, no way to give birth. Otherwise, I was carrying a little girl.

On the 16th I went to the scheduled checkup, but after passing the term the doctor left me in the maternity ward.

08/16/2019 – My Sweetheart was born.

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